he's the one...

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 14:37:45 GMT

yah so this weekend sucked.
got arrested for shoplifting at claires.
im trespassed from claires forever.
and i have court as soon as i get back from clearwater.
yes, i have learned a lesson.

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 14:52:00 GMT

i just got out of the hospital.

and soon i will be leaving to a facility in clearwater.i will be there for about two months.. which means i will miss hhn with amy.

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 16:54:29 GMT

so i went and applyed like crazy to gat a job yesterday.\

i have an interview tomorrow. at the cafe in barnes and noble.

wish me luck

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 14:41:33 GMT

im getting worse every day...
i keep going to greater extremes.
i really cant control it anymore. i thought i could but i cant.. and now im scared to stop.
i really need help. and i know i do.. so i wont deney that.

im just scared they are going to make me eat

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 18:06:11 GMT

yeah so.. not much is new.. well at least not really.
i have dropped i guess "aolt" of weight now.. and the counsler at school pulled me in and was like "you know katie, i just want to bring this to your attention: the staff and i have noticed that you are getting unhealthy looking and you are getting pale.." and blah blah blah. and i was like "look, im sorry you never got to see me before i gained so much weight, this is almost how i looked before so dont be on my ass about my wieght im FINE!"

i cant fucking stand these people all in my buisness.. all fucking nosey and shit.. damn

anyway, the love life is kinda lame... i guess i just have alot of pending guy friends... yeah... pending...

anways not much else to say... oh im chillen with james tonight, that should be good fun.

okay for real im out this time

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 17:19:21 GMT

so im sitting here at school...
deasia and lauren are reading over my shoulder....
what whores....
deasia is black... she speaks fluent white.

lauren is hispanic.. but she cant speak spanish...

i am down with the brown.-- says deasia

i feel like i am in prison because the only reason the black folks arent eating me alive is because of wonderful deasia...

i am white... really white.

well im done.

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 21:32:45 GMT

I DID IT!!! I DID IT!!!! I DID IT!!!!!

i loved it!!!! i thought i wouldn't but i did!!!

im gonna do it agian!!!!

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 22:04:47 GMT

so all day yesterday after doing all the "scarey" rides i ran into my cousin Cailen. and he and i went and smoked alot of weed.
it was good times anywho, im prolly hanging out with my cousin sam. i thnik we'll be going to the fair and hopefully we'll run into cailen and smoke.. sam wont but i will..

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 17:41:47 GMT

so the other day i was staying at the farm, with my aunt and uncle.
saw my horse.. hes getting old and grey lookin.. anyways, this morning i woke up and i was itching my head and there was this lump, and im like "what the fuck is this?" so i call my dad over and im like "feel this, what is it?" and he felt it and he was like "well it feels like a tick." and im like "STOP PLAYING" so he drags me into the bathroom so he could look at it under the light and he was like "yup it sure is" and he starts laughing....
so i start crying and screaming, and laughing at the same time. and of course i was freakin because well.. i had a TICK inbeaded in my fucking skull sucking the rest of my brains out....
my whole family was making fun of me... but HELLO!!!! it was scary as shit.....

not fun.. not fun at all...

tonight im going back to the fair... its "wristband night" which means you can ride all the rides for 15 dollars in stead of spending a dollar a ticket.....

anyway, wish me luckj so i can remain tick free... heheh

<3 katie

p.s i miss everyone.

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 16:15:38 GMT

i got all my credits except english 2.

yay for me

dame lo que yo te doy

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 16:51:28 GMT

blah i really dont feel too hot.

my back hurts, my neck hurts, my tummy hurts... oh and my head is killing me.

yeah im almost positive that i am dying!

anyways, hopefully im going to be able to hang out with amy before i leave at 5 o clock in the morning saturday.
it wont be tonight because well... i will be a little pre- occupied.
and i will have to listen to never ending complaints. what is new? "blah blah blah, this bike.... blah blah blah, no weed.... blah blah blah, buy me a phone PLEASEEE"
same shit just a different day.
"dame lo que yo te doy"

that would sum up that situation very well, dont you think.

well i am sooooo fucking desperate to find a job ever since i lost mine at papa johns.. haha. i guess i should probably turn in those ten apps that are just sitting on my dresser.... sounds like i'd be getting a little further in the job area than i am now if i would turn in apps so people would know that i am interested in working for their company, what do you think hehe.

alright, well this is the last week of school before we get our week of for summer vacation and then come back for the fall... ehhh not really looking forward to that considering i have to do take english 2 AGIAN because i didnt do any of my work.

lets see... im leaving saturday EARLY morning, to go to iowa to spend some family time.. it doesnt sound that fun but i am really excited to go

well 5th period bell just rang so i guess i should get out of fourth now.. bye bye

-katie

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 13:31:36 GMT

finally talked to amy!
i was happy, because i havent talked to her in forever and a day. so it was good to catch up. we are trying to find some time to hang out.. so hopefully that will work out. because i miss her.

i get my hair done saturday.. not sure what im going to do with it though....
then next weekend i leave for iowa. im excited because i get to see some of my family i havent seen in a year or two and go to the fair! i've never been so im READY! lol...

alright then.. thats all i really have to say i think.. nothing else is new..

okay, bye bye then

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 20:57:23 GMT

amy really needs to call me..

i mean she really does...

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 13:28:00 GMT

a break....
wow im lonley...
and im waking up VERY VERY CRANKY....

not to mention, the losses... ohh the losses

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 20:16:28 GMT

motor vehicle accidents..

they happen all the time, expecially on bikes.
i would just like to take some time out of my day to try and inform car/ truck drivers to keep a close eye out for those on two wheels..

someone i knew was killed friday night, a car hit him while he was on his bike... someone even closer to me, a loved on in fact had to swirve so he wouldnt hit the car that hit leo, and crashed and was scratched up pretty bad..

so please, keep out a close eye for motorcyclists!

in memory of leo

and also, i would just like to thank god for sparing christians life.

<3 katie

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 15:40:19 GMT

you know shit is really confusing an difficult right now.

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 16:52:02 GMT

im in school right now...

thinking of how i wont be here for long... because im going to have to be transfered to BETA soon. or whatever the fuck its called.
i could go back to public school... but im behind a grade and i dont want to get behind more.. this is more complicated then i thought it would be. shit.

well. there is not much more to say, either u know the deal or not.

im thinking about going back to church too.. i think im going to go this weekend. everyone who hasnt seen me in awhile is gonna be like whoa... katie.. you look DIFFERENT.

there is a program there that i want to go to... right across from the church.. like a pregnacy center or something.. that would be cool.. ms vickie made it sound realy good..

alright well it is time for 5th period.

bye guys!
<3katie

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 13:44:18 GMT

im at school right now
thats a big plus in my life
i actually have alot of plusses right now.. things are really changing..
i mean reallyyy!

can someone tell me why!?!?

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 07:08:27 GMT

can someone tell me why...
1. i somke weed every day
2. i smoke a pack of cigarettes every day
4. i have a dirty habbit of sex every day
5. it's with the SAME guy every night, every day
&. i feel lost every day
7. im changing into a more dangerous more harmfui/hurtfull to my loved ones, every day!!
8. i feel as if im being taken over by demonds

why? please, id anybody has a sugestion, i want to know. what to have to say

thanks for your imput

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 20:15:19 GMT

i havent updated in a long time...

whats there to say tho?

life is good.. i couldnt ask for more.

fucking shit damnit

Wed, 25 May 2005 22:36:09 GMT

fuck shit bitch cunt cock asshole nigger poopoo head... nanny nanny boo booo..
um and a whole bunch of that other bullshit. GRRRRRRRRR

Thu, 12 May 2005 14:18:11 GMT

im back to crying and smoking fucking cigs and bud... constantly

im going on a downward spiral.

down

down

down...

grahhhh

Sun, 01 May 2005 22:14:39 GMT

SO HE HAS THE BALLS TO ASK ME FOR 200 DOLLARS.

just because he needs it for his ride, so he can go get this job. which i will admit, he does need.

i just can't fucking believe this boy.

i'll talk to him about it tomorrow... i guess...

he's a fucking dog. and he admits it. he warned me. but i didn't see it.

i am so naive.

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 14:28:31 GMT

i almost feel as i have no real resaon to even write in this thing.

but i must admit it is a way to get some shit off my chest.. well sometimes..
then other times i read it over and stress even more about it.

i really dont know what to do with myself anymore. i am one lost little girl. i dont know where im going in life. i think i know the guy i want to spend the rest of my life with.. but fuck that... im trippin'

i just dont know if there is even a future for me.

maybe i need to open my eyes.

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 13:30:19 GMT

so i work at papa johns... in lake buena vista.. call in and order a pizza from me. <3